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baqpaet saqhan!



LyEmtE bEna Lmva,     
iubahH 12 macv, 2000     

qleij k`labr ebhUr emeIH\t Aaej BaqleKen sdsYa qgaIH KahHqC; Aagnoxk bhagr r\alE ebhUeIHk qkqnQkqna AadrNE jnab taqr Aaqlacna hb | pyafR skqla sdsYahH smfRmqt Aaeh behqCeh; sBaqnwxE Aaeh paqlhH sBaKn paetb pra hb| s<paedka nen`dta Pukn iHc`epcahH AaqC; ebrja bahHqdiHr sdaqfR qder | qhra meNmala, qtamar gaiREqt bahHqdiHk Ql naehla qkqlhH ? wetfRa ekman smfR behb laqg eFk nahH| pacIHat emeIHZ Aar<B hbr kTa, wetfRa CIHa baejbr hl| qkhHbaIHao jr&rE eic`kaCn AaeCl, ek qf hb kb qnaXaqra|

Aapuen bar& wqjn`da Kn eFk ker Tok qcan Aar& pa~cemenIHman baIH cahH BahHc qpyecqdn`IH iHSa bahHqdiHqk sBaKn clahH edbQl kb laegb, qrhanahH mat lgaql |

"Atqbar Grr qlFa qplahH QT ebhUr smfRt wqnqfR hHfRat Aaeh beh TaekbQl qmar hql Alqpa smfR nahH, wqKqt Aaej Aaehb qnlaqg buelqfRhH QkeCl" suBdyahH kql "mhHqh ebhUr AaqlacnaeKen LuenbQl Aaehqla" |

" w bhaqh bha - ekqna kerba GrQl Qg, Grr kamqna qketfRa Ant perb? bahHqdiH AhaQlqk haiHecr wk qgm qKql~a edfRa " meNmalahH haiHecqIHa iHelfRahH edbQl s<`paedkak kql|

jfRntE fabQl iHeFeCqlhH - wqnqt ebrja BralE qsamahH Aaehl - "hHs` ram Aaqpanaqlak AaIHahHqbar beh AaqCeh" buel Qk qto~r enjr Aasn Kent behl "qmar qderqfRhH Qh g'l, ebhU kemeIHr emeIH\Ql maetql, tar prahH AaehqCa~ | Aamar qleij` klabr pra shqfaegta ebcaerqC | mehla LaKar sBaqnwxE ehcaqb Aaqpanaqlakr pra shafR pam buel AaLa raeKqC~a | jfRntE qtamar hatr epFa br Bal hfR, ebhU kemeIHr AadrNE sBar epFaeKen tuemqfRhH ker edba, klabr nam wIHao hb, phHca qkhHIHamaqna Aaehb"|

meNmalahH sueDql " ek ek pyetqfaegta hb bahHqdiH?" "hb - etlepFa, eGlaepFa, qdnEepFa, Lutuel epFa, etlr laiRu, naerklr laiRu"  | "A' AahH, epFapnaqt qdqK~at bhUt gyahk laegb, ebhUkemeIHqfR hHman Krc kerbqn?" smapaedka nendtahH sueDql |

"Aapeox iHeFeCl" sBaqnwxEqfR kql, "cu\a epFa, qIHqklE epFa Aaedr kTao qkaqnabahH QkeCl, bakE pyetqfaegtaqbaqra AaqC nhfR! epqC mehla skql namaenql, Aamar epFapnaqbar wetfRa pyafR eblueptr pTt| lra-qCaXalEqbaqr whHqbar qnaqKaXa hl| esh~tr AnYqdLr qKaXa b>tur juet laegqC," sBaqnwxEr kTa qLS nh~oqthH meNmalahH mat lgaql - "w nkb bahHqdiH, Aamar ekIHar qf ebqD ebqD cahHenj, qhmbagvar, qpalao, eberfRanE, m'm'  - sdafR ekba nhfR ekba wIHa laegbhH |"

"rba meNmala, qmar kTaeKen smpUNv kerbQl edfRa, whHbaqra mehlar  qKapar pyetqfaegta AaqC | qnqGrE qKapa, kleilEfRa qKapa Aar& eGla qKapa| qfaXabar jfRntEqfR qnqGrE qKapat pyahHj pahHeCla nhfR, whHqbelo qfag edba| AsmEfRa saj-par pyetqfaegto AaqC | ebhUku~XrE, ebhUqk~aXr, hUcer Aaed pyetqfaegta qbar sqdHa Asm eBeoxt hb| muFqt bhagr wk taerKr pra caer bhagQl ebhUtlEt duprEfRa duhH bjar pra p~ac bjaQl mehlar pyetqfaegta Taekb| qkanedna ek hb epCt jqnaXa hb | chrr bhUt mehlar dql qfagdan kerb qbaql|"

" ebhUgEt Aar& namr pyetqfaegtar enfRmablEKn qsankaql paql Bal hfR| Aaem AaejqfRhH gy&pqkhHIHa eFk ker lb paqra| Aaej qm<bar bhUt qgaIH KahHqC| epCt Kbr edfa   edg`dar hfR | "saZ>k#etk ebBagr s<paedka sn`DYahH eTfR Qh kTa qkhHIHa kql | skqlaqr majt wIHa gungunenr s#eSIH hl | qkhHgrakEman sdsYar karqn gEtmat gab jaenqlo ebhUr qkhHednt olahH Aha s<BX nhfR | dlEfR sZgEtt erhavqcl kerb laegb | qsqfR Aapeox dLvaql | qkhHgrakEmaqn iHlahqt naec iHeF ebhUgEt wPaekqk juerql -

kqpHa Puelbr btr, qmar qcnahH W

nahr Pul Puelbr btr,

qIalr maqt Luen, qpp~ar maqt Luen

gCek Bae\ fa~o btr |

laqh laqh gungunenr pra ecw@r-baKr h'l| sBaqnwxEqfR qIHbult IekfRaql, s<paedkahH ecw@er skqlaqk mqn mqn TaekbQl kql |

sBaqnwxEqfR kql - " ebhU Aamar bapetsaqhan | Aamar jatEfR iHzsX jEfRahH raeKbQl skqlaqX AerhNa qfagab laegb | Aamar qdLr r\alE, qBagalE Aar& k\alE ebhUr eBtrt r\alE ebhUqIHaqXhH iHzsX muKr| gao~xt wmahr Aagr prahH qIal, IHka, qpp~a, ggNar maqtqr raetpuXa, gDUel muKert Qh Taqk|  gaX~r ebhU chrQl Aaehl, chrr rajhUXa pd`Det qbar qbqlg | pTarr Aa~ht gCr ebhUr nac chrr mnb@t iHeFl | AsmEfRa KadY s<Bar ebhUr pyetqfaegtaqh qdKa qpaXa hl | ebfRa nam, qga~sahHnam ebfRa ba pUjat nagafR| pyetqfaegta paetqlqh gafR | qsqfR edqn enLahH qpyek`IHc kerb laqg !

">bgvqdiH olaql baIHcrar muKQl, dunEfRahH paetql qdana, kNvqt ejelqk mbqr kuniql, gaqt qgamqc\r qcala| "

qshH ebhU wetfRa nahH| kaqrZ Grr pra >bgvqdiHqX gat qgamqc\r qcala epen`D ebhU cabQl olahH naqh| mh fu~j, kNEfu~j, kukura fu~j wetfRa nhfR ! Aaejkael >bgvqdiH skql buqlIHpy$P qcala epen`D, qblk`qblIH lgt Ql manuhr f~uj cafR | getqk Aaqpanaqlaqk Aamar whH jatEfR iHzsXk AXqhla nkerb | Aamar iHeF Aha lraqCaxXalEqbark ebhUr tazpfvY bujahH edb | sr&qX ia\rk Lyd`Da, s<BaSn jnahH AaLEvbad lbQl eLkab | mrmr dEGed, qcqnhr banEqr qbaxXa ebhUXan Ken qf Akl gaqmaCahH nhfR, tar Aa~rt qsamahH Tka mrmr wnajrE ialr kTa buejbQl edb | whH ebhUr ednqt hHjqn esjqn pyEetr qdaqlqr ban`D KahH mnr kluSta dur kerb | qfqnQk pyk#etqfR whH smfRt ntun rUp Darn kqr, Aaemo taqkhH kerb laqg |

An`juman, DerwxE, men`dra, Jumurh~t iHc`epcahH AaqC "ebrja bahHqdiHqX kTa Aar<B kerql, box$#ta hfRQg" Jumuqr kql " bahHqdiH, ebhU Aamar bapet saqhan, bapet saqhan Lb`dqIHa Aaejqh Luenql~a, tarmaqn ba ek? "    

" A~ hfR, bahHqdiH, Aaemo najaqna" - qto~qlaqk qkhHbajqno wqklqg kql| wqn h~aeh iHFa Lb`d qkanKn eik`snarEt AaqC jaqna? ebrja BralEqfR iHoxr edfRar AagqthH nen`dtahH ia\r maqtqr kql - " hHqfR, whHqkhHgrakE qkan cao~, qkanKn qdLt  ia\r QheCl bar&? AaejqfRhH ef kql Aar& nkb qdhH wqn kTa| bapet maqn pureN klEfRa Aar& saqhan maqn mrmr qIHaqpala - mrmr b>tu | hHZrajE >kult peIR Gqr pqr hHZrajEqt kTa paet enjr BaSaqIHa najaqna buel kbQl qbfRa nalaqg nhfRqn? Aamar Anu>Fanr saehtYcraQl Aaehbqcan - ef paqr eleK Aaenb | cabqcan ekman Bal laegb | Aamar qdLr iHeF Aha lra-qCaXalEqbaqr AsmEfRa kbhH najaenb, pIRa kTa baqdhH | wetfRar pra  Aaem tzpr qhaXa iHect whHebSqfR " - nen`dtahH kTa qtqnQkqfR kfR - qkaqno qbfRa napafR |

hHPaql meNmalahH ecn`ta kerqC, kaqrnIH naTaekql ebhUr epFa qkqnQk bnab?   ekna epFaguerr epFaqbar esman Bal nhfR | Electric Grinder qIHa clab qnaXaerql epFaguer Kun`dar iHpafR nahH | qshHfRa Akl meNmalar nhfR, chrt Tka bhUtqr smsYa ! A.S.E.B r namt bgahatEqh  qpaha QhqC |

jfRn`tEr lgt kTaSar Aaqlacna kqra~qt jfRn`tEqfR kql " qtqnkuXa AsuebDa hql caiHleKen qmar taQlqk peFfRahH edba, qmar qIkEqt Kuen`db pra fab | GrqIHa saqja~qt mhH t~atLal Aar& qIkEKnr karqn Aknman FahH iHelfRahH QleCql~a | ebhUr gaqmaca juet qLS hql ecraepFar kamt laegm buel BaebqC~a | Aaej hHman smfR wqnqfR behb lga nhql gaqmacaeKen Lalr pra baeIHb paerqla~qhqtn| epFar baqb ebhUr Aivaqra AaehqC | "

"tuem bar& hHman kam qkqnQk kerb para~ jfRn`tE ? lraqCaxXalEqkhHIHao hHman Bal QhqC, pIRa-Luna, qKlaDUla, ganbajna, skqla kamqt paQkt | taqraper Gr&Xa kam kajqta Qpnt - mhH BaeX Aacert ho~ |"

" skqla Bgbanr shafR buejCa meN, esh~t sr& Taqkaqt kSIH QheCl| wetfRa es~htr kamr lgt Gr&Xa kam Bag kra AaqC, qshHbaqb AsuebDa nhfR !"

whH smfRqt jfRmtEqfR ebhUr edna Grr mUDt lgabQl nahr pat Aar& KabQl mahkiRahH Alp eblahH ed gleh | nahr patt elKa qLlakqIHa skqlaqX najaenb paqr buel gahH Lunaql | ekn`tu qmaHcumEh~qt wqkbaqr kagj klm iHelfRahH lql -

" qdX qdX mhaqdX, nElgyEX jIHaDar

bafRuZ, b#eSIH hrZ qdX mhaqdX nm>tuqt "

hHetmqDY s<paedka nen`dta Pukqn ebhUr kafYvsUcE eFk ker skqlaqk peIR Lunaql | sbvsn`met w$qm g#hEt qhaXar epCt skqlaqX sm>bqr ebhUgEt weIH juerql -

" AetQk qcqnhr mugaqr mhUra

taqtaQk qcqnhr maqka~

taqtaQk qcqnhr bhagr ebhUeIH

qnpaet qkqnqQk Taqk~a

c'qt QgqfR QgqfR  bhaqg paqleh

Puelql qBqbel lta

QkqfR Taqka~ maqn orqk npqr

bhagr ebhUeIHr kTa |

ebhUqr eberNa  paqt W mhHna

ebhUqr eberNa pat

ebhUTaqk maqn ebhUqk ebnam W

ebhUgql ebnam qna kak?

ebhUqr ebhUXan LrahHqt taqmal pan

rahHjQl wLarE mat,

mUrr cuel eCe\ AaLEvbad kerqCa~

rahHj W kuLql Tak |

duqhjar cnr pyTm bhagebhU Aar& nXbSvr pyEet s<BaSn Aar& olg jnahH qshHednaQl sBar samren perl |